in dust i trust - part 2

here i am continuing on the ever-beloved topic....existence of God

so God wants me not to believe in him...
and to correct homie's statement, he's not done anything or 'tripped on me' for me to get to that conclusion....the revelation came with time, just like revelation of spiderman/batman....(u don't know about it?...refer to my prev. post!)

if i say that he tripped on me then i should be believing him and not denying his existence....i'd just be strengthening his existence, which, let me put it bluntly now - is ridiculous for a thought...

what, besides conviction, that too due to what people have said - now people include your parents, friends, relatives, celebrities, colleagues, strangers- these people have also been transferred the thought through some external source, none of them is personal experience - what might be interpreted as a personal experience is just an illusion of it - the reasoning is flawed. hope it makes sense enough, it does completely to me.
In case it doesn't - no issues, i'm just another psycho who would know God when i meet him and that would happen with time...
I think this sounds too cynical - i don't care whether u believe in God or not, I don't........ EXACTLY
but i do care to present the logic behind my thinking and am ready to listen to anyone's, in case there is a rare incidence that somebody thinks he has some logic.

everything we learn has been 'transferred into us' through some external source...so why should we not selectively believe in Him?
we have heard that we should respect our parents, why should we believe it?
c'mon ask the question to yourself...
it is backed by logic, we do it cause that's out duty, it's a moral duty, it's the way life goes....
- so we should continue believing in God too - after all that too is our duty, it is a moral duty..
- no no no, if u do believe in God , believe me u are believing in something that is not there, u have never seen it or experienced it (i re-iterate , what you do think as your ,or anybody's experience, is just an illusion of it)

I understand if someone says that there are somethings that one has to believe without having the proof of it....implying someone has to have some belief which is blind, not requiring any logic....i have many.....

think for a moment - who made who?
somebody (pardon my limited knowledge, mebbe it's just that God too falls in that list of unknown) made Frankenstein, somebody Pinocchio , doyle made sherlock, shakespeare hamlet,King lear, Puzo vito corelone.... these people publically made an announcement and we knew that these are just characters...
mankind made God...how could he make us

consider this
Fact: a lot bad happens in this world (read evil/cheating/murder.........)
He controls everything
how does he let this happen
don't give the harp sound by saying "there has to be a balance","it's part of life"

makes much sense if u shed the fear - yes the fear of not having the God on ur side
man he is with no one and he is with everyone, he has given u brains to think, making logical interpretations of happenings.

i can continue till i sleep, without any conclusive statement, whereas if u look at it, the conclusion from my side (and from ur side, if u are a beleiver) is firm.
till the time my blogging neurons wake me up again-----
- so long.

In Dust i trust

now this is quite a co-incidence (btw there are no co-incidences, just illusions of it - V for Vendetta, got to give the credit), i just stumbled across a page while saving the world on the internet today.....it said about atheism, and i thought about writing something appreciating the methodology of presentation through my blog - this was morning....
getting back from work, i sit down and open my google reader and i see a new post in my subscription list and what is it about?.......

i might be diverting my audience, but then it's about the completeness of the topic under discussion. go here and then come back......




... how true is GOD?
i, or rather anybody if he wants to, can give you many practically feasible theories to prove his non-existence while i know that nobody can give me even one to prove His (pun intended) existence.
now how apparent is that naked fact....
nobody's trying to desperately prove that He does not exist, at least not anyone that i know of, unless of course agitated by someone who is hellbent to prove the existence, usually by an illustrated example, primary role being played by the prover himself or a very close person, and sometimes, crossing all bounds of hysterical descriptions, a completely unknown person\thing\object\UFO\santa\godzilla...i leave the absolute gibberish for u to complete..

The point here is not whether he exists or not, we, the God-created beings cannot comprehend the complexities of Gods' creation and cannot fathom and would be completely so humanly foolish to try and debate His existence, although we understand that we cannot understand HIM - oh my God, i love u.

I also love boddah.

ok let's try un-complicating the issue - there is no GOD.


although i disagree with Kuber(logic intended) when He(sarcasm intended)says, HE(respect intended, pardon me G) is a tripster, if he's a tripster, so is Sylvskychinokov Singh Sharma.
I do understand, in completeness, how people truly believe in Him and that's because I,once upon a time, myself believed in Him ...just like i, once upon a time believed in Spiderman, Saabu and Giant robot....c'mon man i saw them on TV, read them in comics, and there were so many of us 'normal' kids who shared my opinion on them.
but then i, gradually, as that's way the masterplan had been devised, discovered and realised -no they were not there, they were just characters 'created' to upbring a normal-child-behaviour in me (something must've gone wrong in that plan too, as i see it, it fails)....well someone showed us the path, and then we could easily say how stupid we were earlier, but of course, normal, since we too believed in spiderman/saabu, like it should be for a normal kid....

based on philosophers' theories, the earth was flat, everybody believed that (now who's to say that everybody believed that?, but that's what 'they' say and so i have 'heard') and why not it was backed by then-logical reasoning...then somebody did some scientific finding which proved that wrong, and everybody wondered how stupid they, others were earlier...

another one...double the mass would take half the time to hit the ground was the belief for centuries, after the gravity was 'discovered'(see just like Him, gravity too was there, we needed someone to prove that...thanks a ton Newton....where's our God prover?) and then came another G, Gallelio... oh we have slight amendment in our previous theories, henceforth we'll believe in Gallelio's theory....
alas, there would be no day when it would be proven that He has vanished and doesn't exist, that happened before the human race was born, now he operates from some place/object/thing/creature unknown and uncomprehensible by us....
...come to think of it it was in the same period that kuber wrote something exact that i was thinking of...mebbe God wants it that way, he wants me to play the role of a protester, thanks man, i'm happy with my role......more on this...right now He wants me to take some rest...but hopefully more on this, unless He thinks He's been de-marketed enough......

google game

it's 4:40 in the morning, and i thought that i'd write a blog, which by the way i have not written since i last wrote it 7-8 months back, which again by the same way, was my debut blog. just wanted to end my 4 hr long session of an uselessly-tiring,good for nothing activity - Guess the Google Game by Grant Robinson.On this page Grant does warn the user that the game is 'surprisingly addictive', and i've just spent 4 hours doing that...straight, no breaks...... well , thank you Mr Grant, i have spent my hours trying to set a new record, which other wise would have gone in even more useless an activity - sleep.
so was the record set? of course , that should be apparent now as i have explicitly asked that.....for the faint of the head - yes the record has been set - mehnet rang layee - which somehow looks like a pink slip to me....

If you do happen to play the highly addictive game, do try setting a record there... you would have slight idea how much it asks for to even try coming in that list.....
Daman was the one who told me about this thing....now he lays asleep while i make attempts after attempts and miss by a few points every time.....and the record, although is still there in the list at present, is certain to be broken and the name overflown from the record list....after that's what i did to get in that list.... but i've had my kicks with my name there.......although at 7th place, i'm a lot happier being in that esteemed list....veeg, whoever u are, you rock man...i should've been there too.

although i can pile up more crap in this post ,which i myself would not understand tomorrow, i think i'll spare my self and let me go into the bed.....aaight dude, i think you should go to bed now, it's been calling out for you for the last 6 hrs......
hmmm... chalo i'll go there...screw, it's 05:15 am...grrr.. sleep

Touch'n'go - Jaipur

It's been a while since i posted?
and u all missed me a lot...
after telepathically processing/analyzing all your humble requests, and some not-so-humble orders, i give u the link , yes THE LINK....this link'd take u to the place where i was along with my friends (am not sure if i should call them that ,"bastards" actually suits them more)....
here's the link anyway
http://picasaweb.google.com/brijesht/Jaipur_sense
....
......other-wise you can click here or if u don't like taht, u can also click here
I was thinking of writing a post describing the beautiful trip, but then my Grey cells refused to comply and here i am with whatever output my black ones could deliver....

Blog of bloggers

Here’s a quick-list of all the good blogs that I have seen and would recommend
• MT’s blog – am not sure what this blog is about, but it’s my boss’s blog so has to be one of the top recommendations. From the last post that I saw on this blog, it has info about new waves being made in the online world of which we are bound to become a part of, with or without our consent. Yo Boss, keep blogging, I’m sure there are several things that can be blogged about and I’m sure most of us would be interested in that.

• Badsra’s Blog – now this is the place for ideas and as it says, it has musings about everything. One of the finer blogs that you would find a link to at my blogspot, it has information about things which are trend-setting and better ideas that are catching up.Budds, neat work man (not literally) and a fine content generation/aggregation that u have done…..keep blogging, u have no idea how many people u inspire to blog, me41.

• Atul’s Blog – and this my friend, is a blog bymy friend atul and I suppose this blog’s all about blogging and things are shaping up fine it seems. He is into making a story and I recommend this as I play a role in the story that’s just come up. So atul, let this not be yet another shattered dream (mine that is ;) ).

• Raheja’s blog – this guy ‘sudhanshu raheja’ has recently started his own online portal, primarily for MBA aspirants – mbakarma.com. What else can I say besides saluting and wishing him all the very best for the initiative taken. By the way the blog’s all about education, start-ups, new technologies and a very very informative place to visit. If I’d not done my MBA already, I think mbakarma would be the place that I’d be found in (one way to say, given a chance, i'd study)

• Ankit’s Blog – Just like him, I’m not sure what this blog’s about but there is a contentment in knowing that there are people like me. Thanks Ankit (I’m sure I’ve inspired u enough to start serious blogging man)


Hey some links that I have given above are without the permission of the owners of the blogs (actually all of them, but I think I own them…hehe) and there are many that come to my mind right now but I just don’t want to clutter this place (clutter??? Hey, there’s hardly any content here dude!)
Till the time I don’t delete this post….keep visiting!

music discovery

everybody should give this one shot at least. although the complete package delivered by musicovery is not all that useful, but then the whole interface and concept is good and i'm sure with time, better things would come up taking a learning from sites and concepts like these..
so go ahead, try this site
www.musicovery.com

Blogging fever

so everybody i know is blogging these days and some of them are boasting about blogging. I'm just wondering , can i earn out of this crap that i am writing...everybody says the first step is the hardest, so that means that my first blog was the hardest?? now if u happen to have the misfortune of visiting this, i must tell ye, you are one luck person...think about it..
meanwhile you can always check out friendly blogs of my friends
here's atul's blog

and then there is the blogger friend of mine badsra and this is one good blog.
and this is what primarily inspired me to start bloggin, i didn't make it is a different thing.

so till we meet again......so long..

memory remains - Raka

I just thought i'll mention a few weird incidents that happened with some of us...


Place: AIMT, greater noida,
Time: sometime in the night
The thing: so we were drinking, raising a toast to our beloved friend – Sanjeev Chand’s birthday.
Although there were restrictions on alcohol consumption inside the college premises, our enthusiasm needed a restriction of greater force and not just these letters on the joining instructions, and besides who is supposed to follow such instructions when the D himself had been spotted in inebriated state slinging crap, which most of us, although had been through crap of levels unimaginable, did not expect from a person in the position that he was in and we didn’t expect him to be in the position that he was in is a different matter altogether.
If I remember that incident correctly, included in the party were
• Atul
• Kuber
• Ritesh
• Madhur
• Me
And surprisingly Sanjeev wasn’t there…..
Anyway continuing with the “Raka incident “, so all of us were drrrrunkkk……and there were several other parallel parties going on in the hostel, meaning a lotta chaos in the hostel, enough to wake the sleeping dogs up.
Yeah, we – atul, madhur, ritesh, kuber and me are in atul’s room and raka walks in, in his usual slow pace and says in the most casual manner “ abe warden aa raha hai, daaru vagerah zara chupa lo”….i still can’t believe it, raka wasn’t drinking that day.
I still remember we had those videos, which have been lost in this digital world, with kuber and me singing our spirited version of “riders on the storm” and of course there were several thought-provoking discussions going on with topics varying from philosophy of life to whether a person should join the armed forces or not.

Needless to say, by the time we realized raka was not joking, the warden was there along with the Registrar – Lt. Col. Riyaz Khan, and it was a photographic moment – atul and I were planning to throw the empty bottles from the balcony and see who could throw it farther, so when the warden came in he sees atul with this bottle of old monk and all the other drunkards are saying whatever they want to whoever they want, knowing all the while that nobody gives a damn but still saying it to increase the intensity of the chaos and when we had the pleasure of extracting the pleasure from S C Pathak , the warden himself who wanted more…ok the last thing in the para isn’t true…nobody liked talking to him or even getting in a discussion of any sort in which he was a part.
All of us were caught and it was a mass breath-test that took place in the hostel that night with Riyaz sir’s sense of smell benchmarking the students as either drunk or heavily drunk….i’m not even considering the ones who did not drink that day.

So what we (I don’t even remember if anyone else did it) did was chewed some ‘gutka’ to create a destructive interference of the odour of the alcohol and gutka and I seriously thought it was a good outcome…………I was drrrrrrrrunkkkkkkkkk.
So when my testing time came, warden took over and immediately declared “ isne Gutka chabaya hai sir”…… and since I was drunk I had to argue that I was not and I presented my logic to Riyaaz sir, and he screamed back” U are drunk”….
Kuber was even funnier , he somehow slipped off and slept, or at least pretended to sleep, but our warden smart that he was, quickly followed him and even though Kuber tried hard to act and assure him that he was in deep sleep, was woken up by warden and told to get ready for the test. Kuber had chewed some pepsodent and thought that he would be set free, he too was drrrrrrrrunkkkkkkk……..

Then there was madhur, who thought by arguing and saying that he had had just two pegs could escape the wrath of mr.warden himself…..how wrong he was – “ Madhur beta……nahin …no….galat baat……aapne sharaab pee hai…..”…….he was declared drrrrrunkkk.

So our recent past caught up with us and all of us were declared drunk………
Letters to the parents would be couriered the next day with of course a big fine being slapped on each of our faces.

So why is this post named after raka if it is the drunkards who are being discussed, of which raka is not one?
Well, it still remains in my memory as one of the most improper communication, not in the words but in the way it was suggested….. The sense of urgency shown in that information that raka provided, was just not there